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Codependency

by Tie Your Anchor

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1.
Intro 02:15
2.
Done to Me 04:41
2. Done to Me What have you done to me? (Complacent with catastrophe) This is what you’ve done to me. (This isn’t who I want to be) What have you done to me? (I didn’t want you to fucking leave) This is what you’ve done to me. I don’t even know who I am anymore. I lost my life I lost myself inside your lies Too many times Putting your needs before all of mine What have I done My finger trembling on the gun Where have you gone I knew it’d end this way all along Waste away, I can’t stay I can’t seem to stop the pain Torture me as you deceive A liar is all you’ll be Lecture you, let you choose Tired of the things you do Walk away, stop the pain Make your choice, you'll never change What have you done to me? (Complacent with catastrophe) This is what you’ve done to me. (This isn’t who I want to be) What have you done to me? (I didn’t want you to fucking leave) This is what you’ve done to me. I don’t even know who I am anymore. This can’t be it The pain I felt, the things that I did There’s more than this I need to feel something different One final time This is it, I’ve made up my mind You are not mine I’m getting used to goodbye Waste away, I can’t stay I can’t seem to stop the pain Torture me, you deceive A liar is all you’ll be Lecture you, let you choose Tired of the things you do Walk away, stop the pain Make your choice. you'll never change It’s never your fault It’s never your fault God forbid I have feelings at all It can’t be your fault It can’t be your fault Blame me so you can sleep with them all x2 I’ve seen children with more spine I gave you a home, I gave you my life Nothing I did would make you change The choice was yours, still I’m to blame Despite what we’ve been through, I cannot change you You won’t admit the truth Don’t say I ever loved you What have you done to me? (Complacent with catastrophe) This is what you’ve done to me. (This isn’t who I want to be) What have you done to me? (I didn’t want you to fucking leave) This is what you’ve done to me. I don’t even know who I am anymore. What have you done to me? This is what you've done to me What have you done to me? This is what you've done to me
3.
Smoke 05:50
3. Smoke This is too much I’m tired of fake love Smoke fills my lungs You burned our false lust Beg for your love I’ll forgive what you’ve done As the smoke fills my lungs This is too much I will never be the same After all of your fucking games I don’t ever want to hear your name I don’t ever want to feel this pain You had to push me away It’s the price I had to pay You say I’m to blame But I’ve admitted my mistakes This is too much I’m tired of fake love Smoke fills my lungs You burned our false lust Beg for your love I’ll forgive what you’ve done As the smoke fills my lungs This is too much This is too much My heart is broken shards on the floor You say you love me but you always want more I need closure, I’m shutting the door You need help; I can’t be there anymore Beg for forgiveness Can’t handle my happiness I followed my heart And I know better now. All this time I never had a clue You were fucking around And Still I’m hung up on you Bad intentions disguised as love You want me but I’m never enough I can’t love you after what you’ve done I can’t love you I can’t love anyone This is too much I’m Tired of fake love Smoke fills my lungs you burned our false lust Beg for your love I’ll forgive what you’ve done As the smoke fills my lungs This is too much Beg for forgiveness can’t handle my happiness I followed my heart And I know better now. All this time I never had a clue You were fucking around but still I’m hung up on you Bad intentions disguised as love You want me but I’m never enough I can’t love you after what you’ve done I can’t love you I can’t love anyone
4.
4. Losing Control Someone please give me the time I’m not sure if I’ve got it right It’s been so many years since I’ve- since I’ve felt alright I remember a time when I felt fine I remember it briefly it was like a gust of wind flowing through her hair the sound a ghost makes when no ones there So here we go I’m Losing control Drifting into the unknown Letting go of all I know Do you have the time? I seem to have lost all of mine In between someone else’s thighs It echoes like lightning and silent sighs Sometimes I contemplate death And honestly, it really seems best No, not because my lover left But because of these demons in my chest Never thought I’d get this far Never thought I’d break any hearts But I guess after she broke mine I’ve just been trying to find the time x2 Time to amend my mistakes Trying to find what she never gave Trying to get back what I gave away I can’t keep living in yesterday x2 So here we go I’m Losing control Drifting into the unknown Letting go of all I know Hurt so many along the way Love unforgiving the way it stays The way it lingers and the way it preys I pray that you leave me every single day I just want you to be fine It's impossible in this life of mine I’m just waiting for a light to shine Until then, do you have the time?
5.
Stay 03:50
5. Stay There’s so much I wanna tell you, Tonight. Like I can’t move on, I won’t move on, Until I die. And how much I hate what I’ve Become. And all the things that I have done... Have done... You’ve been gone For the longest time And I’m still holding onto All of your lies But I still love you With everything I am. Tell me if they could Make you love like I can Make you scream, like I can, love Don’t walk away You’ll hear me say Don’t walk away And stay Just stay x4
6.
Alone 03:44
6. Alone I can't take this anymore You took my heart, threw it on the floor I can't take this anymore I lost what I loved and now I'm alone Scattered ashes Can’t get past this Nameless faceless Heart is breaking I’m on my own Waiting wishing Out in the cold Hoping praying I’m all alone Why won’t you save me Need to let go I can’t stop drowning I’m on my own Darkness falling Out in the cold Your voice is calling I can't take this anymore You took my heart, threw it on the floor I can't take this anymore I lost what I loved and now I'm alone Scattered ashes Can’t get past this Nameless faceless Heart is breaking Can I let go I want to break you I’ve lost my soul But I can’t change you I’m all alone I have to face the truth Need to let go I don’t really love you Can I let go Tell me the truth I’ve lost my soul Only for you I’d rather be alone It’s Time to let you go I can't take this anymore You took my heart, threw it on the floor I can't take this anymore I lost what I loved and now I'm alone
7.
AWOL 04:55
7. AWOL Mother will never be sane Her health deteriorates Her life will never be the same And I cant change, no I can’t change She will never sleep again Never thought this would be the end No one will ever be the same And I can’t change, no I can’t change The choice I made was quick and clean Forever I'll sleep; Forever I'll dream (x2) I’m living in fantasies No longer with hopes and dreams (I can’t keep hiding the truth) I’m living in misery Destructive copes with agony (I can’t keep hiding the truth) Ruined the lives of those I loved One final act, finger on the gun One last thought, nowhere to be found You hear my voicemail, the bullet sounds Bring me back, Bring me back I’m selfish, jaded Bring me back, Bring me back our times been wasted Bring me back, Bring me back My mind suffocated Bring me back, Bring me back Our Memories faded You can’t take back what you said to me I can’t take back all our memories I never thought I would want to leave My heart it aches for this destiny The blood it runs so cold and thick The thought of it makes her sick They tell her I’m a lunatic She’ll rebuild, brick by brick I’m living in fantasies No longer with hopes and dreams (I can’t keep hiding the truth) I’m living in misery Destructive copes with agony (I can’t keep hiding the truth)
8.
Cursed 04:06
8. Cursed How does it feel To deceive Take my trust and Watch you leave What have I done Lost it all Blood on the floors On the walls She told me to leave So I left Drowning in my thoughts Not the same since I know I broke your heart But mine aches too I know that you forget But I did love you She told me goodbye I walked away And ever since then Haven’t been the same I know I fucked up But you did too Forget the past And all it put us through I'm cursed with this love for you Marked and stained with abuse No matter how far I run I can't escape the gun How does it feel To deceive Take my trust and Watch you leave What have I done Lost it all Blood on the floors On the walls Every time I see you It all comes back Memories haunt me They’re all I have I’ve lost control Of the things I love I have lost myself Don’t know what I’ve become Every time you see me It all comes back It aches the same But it’s all we had And if I could I would start again Wouldn’t break your heart I'd still be your friend How does it feel To deceive Take my trust and Watch you leave What have I done Lost it all Blood on the floors On the walls
9.
3 AM 05:37
9. 3 AM It’s 3 am And I can’t sleep Cause I’m all alone As you’re in Someone else’s sheets And I can’t breathe Your voice keeps haunting me In my melodies My memories I thought I could Be the one I thought Your sins Could be undone My heart It lays In your Hands My soul It prays For a chance You lied To me Can’t you see My demise Your treachery It’s time To go Walk away I don’t Want to Beg you to stay Misery follows me I can never find my peace You are Lost in his sheets It’s 3 am And I can’t sleep Cause I’m all alone As you’re in Someone else’s sheets And I can’t breathe Your voice keeps haunting me In my melodies My memories I thought I could Be the one I found His note Now we’re done I hope I pray Take the pain away I sleep I won’t Forget your shame Take me Leave me Here to die Take me Back to When you were mine Bring me Back to Reality Bring me Back to Sanity Misery follows me I can never find my peace You are Lost in his sheets It’s 3 am And I can’t sleep Cause I’m all alone As you’re in Someone else’s sheets And I can’t breathe Your voice keeps haunting me In my melodies My memories
10.
10. I Won’t Miss You, Goodbye What have you done There’s evil in me Just Watch me burn Just leave me be Have I been lost Aching inside I can't forgive All of your lies I'm done with your beautiful eyes, Your beautiful lies, my love I'm done as you let this love die I won't miss you, Goodbye, my love The thoughts inside Run through my head I thought it’d be over But I’d rather be dead The things you’ve done I can't forgive I won’t miss you I’m over it When you close your eyes Hope you think of me When you’re all alone When you try to sleep BURN MY EYES INTO YOUR MIND OUR LOVE DIES YOU PARASITE I'm done with your beautiful eyes, Your beautiful lies, my love I'm done as you let this love die I won't miss you, Goodbye, my love
11.
Void 04:52
11. Void Death, Beauty, and Grace Let’s dance in the rain Like there's no tomorrow Death take away Take away all this pain I’m drowning in sorrow Everyday’s the same I’m Lost in your lies, I’m Fueled by rage Everyone’s the same Monsters among men, Addicted to pain I won’t be the same You planted your roots, you coarse through my veins I won’t be the same Always regretting, I’m sick of the shame Just let me go I’m better alone Why can’t you see You’re not meant for me And I can’t sleep You’re in my dreams The void inside I cannot hide Death, Beauty, and Grace Let’s dance in the rain Like there's no tomorrow Death take away Take away all this pain I’m drowning in sorrow Everyday's the same Wallow in chaos, it’s all a game Everyone’s the same Searching and seeking for someone to blame I won’t be the same Lost in your bed, I’m doused in flames I won’t be the same Tortured and lonely, your love in vain I’m tired of worrying I’m tired of hurting The madness is blurring Do you know who you’re hurting (x2) As we fall I lose myself I scream your name But you won’t help You let me drown Can’t stand the sound Your voice it echoes Your heart I'm bound Tired of it I’m not gonna lie The petty bullshit You don’t wanna try You sit and you whine Complain and you cry Nothing's enough I’m done fucking trying Death, Beauty, and Grace Let’s dance in the rain Like there's no tomorrow Death take away Take away all this pain I’m drowning in sorrow Everyday's the same I’m haunted by the sound of your name Everyone’s the same Engulfed by the madness but can’t take the blame I won’t be the same Anger inside me, cannot be tame I won’t be the same Bed and you plead, you’ll never change
12.
Fractured 03:07
12. Fractured Just use me Then then throw me away Forget what we’ve done Forget my name, she’ll say Don’t stay. Someone save me from this miserable life As I'm fractured and cold And I’m losing my mind Someone save me from this miserable life Cause I don’t know, if I’ll be able to say goodbye Let me go Save my soul Let me go You’re on your own (x2) I thought I told you Just go I thought i told you Let go Every time I speak to you I see the pain you put me through Every time I look at you I see the things I couldn’t do Every time you speak to me You see just what we couldn’t be Every time you look at me Reminisce on tragedy Someone save me from this miserable life As I'm fractured and cold And I’m losing my mind Someone save me from this miserable life Cause I don’t know if I’ll be able to say goodbye Let me go Save my soul Let me go You’re on your own

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released September 14, 2019

Vocals - Jonah
Clean Vocals, Guitar, Mixing/Mastering - Chris
Bass - Josh
Drums - Brandon

Album Art special thanks to Rachel

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